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标题:如果你落泪了。。全当那是我的 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:心情杂想 创建于:2009-01-30 被查看:322次 评论(2)   文件夹:默认文件夹

Relocation 的公司今早打来电话,
   把他们的服务讲给我听,
      包括 找房,搬家, 旅途食宿
      都由雇用我的公司出。。

放下电话 开始找公司给的信用卡,
     不知放到了哪里。。。

以往我一定会先问老婆。。。
     她不知道的话
     我就会埋怨她。。
     可现在。。。  

把所有的信都翻了一遍,
   不禁落下泪来。。
   那些日期为
              2007,2006,2005 .... 甚至更早的,
        一封一封地钩起了我对往事的回忆。。。。

后悔了吗?
 .... 有!
可一切已经为时太晚。。。
     我走错了,
     你也走错了,
      两个人走向了两个方向。。。
     而且再也找不到。。。那段回头的路。。

忙起来的时候, 会暂时忘却这段痛。
    可它却偷偷地藏在心的一角,
     不声不响地,却也不肯离去。。。

那个夏天太诡异。。
      模糊的记忆中只有
                  往往返返 
                       忙忙碌碌
                            白云蓝天
                                 大片的野花 
                                     和
                                           那条夜幕中
                                           沾满了露水的
                                           芳草小路...
        就在这模模糊糊和不知不觉中
                  我俩各自失去了一半.....

这个冬天太冷太长。。
      合上眼, 只剩下了一片银白色...
      可我正在努力地走下去,
           因为还有太多太多的
                     还未破碎的 。。。梦!
 你。。。
           你也要相信春天的存在!。。。

 和我一样,
     相信这是
            新生命的开始,
    你要珍惜已有
    如我正在努力做的一样。。

如果你落泪了。。全当那是我的。。。
你我珍重
       朝朝与暮暮


 

















 
 
标题:大器晚成的姜太公 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:其它 创建于:2009-01-28 被查看:198次 评论(1)   文件夹:默认文件夹
姜子牙,
姓姜,字子牙,号飞熊。
历史上确有其人,
是中国军事谋略家的鼻祖!

他辅佐周文王和周武王灭了商朝,
被封为齐国君

齐国文化影响之深
容括了整个远东地区

韩国人把姜子牙奉为国父这一点
即可看出些端倪。。

撇下正史不谈,
先说说神话传说中的
姜太公。。

记得 候耀文 的一段相声:

一二三二二三
跟随着师父上茅山
茅山有个毛老道,
师父对我把艺传;
传会了徒弟整八个,
倒有七个成了仙。
因为我太笨没得道,
师父一怒把我赶下山

其实神话中的 姜太公 有着类似的命运。。。
姜子牙32岁才上昆仑山学艺 (不周山的下半截儿 。。呵呵)
拜元始天尊为师。
72岁负命下山 (其实是太笨,修仙不成, 被打发下山的。。倒霉)

下山后娶了老婆马氏
开始作小买卖。。 (无聊)
结果由于不会经营, 总赔本,
于是马氏主动要求被修掉 (汉。。。)
太公还不死心,再三挽留。。无果。。
于是仰天长叹 。。。
道出了 前文中 “最毒妇人心”的话。。 (观点有误, 心情可以理解)

转眼下山8年了,
一事无成,
80岁的老太公,
来到了磻溪
开始了
史无前例
后无来者
的 “垂钓运动”!

太公日日 直钩而钓 结果可想而知。。。
有好心人教他钓鱼的方法,
他却振振有词:
老夫在此 名虽垂钓
我自意不在鱼
吾在此不过守青云而得路
拨阴翳而腾霄
岂可曲中而取鱼乎
非丈夫之所为也
吾宁在直中取
不向曲中求 ( 太 cool 了 !!! )
不为锦鳞设
只钓王与侯

要的就是这个派头
。。。不管饿死不饿死 !

结果 还真把 周文王 给 掉上来了。。。

才有了后来的

助文兴周,
保武伐纣!

史实中的将子牙
应该是六十多岁开始建功立业的
而不是80岁。

尽管如此:

刚 三、四十岁
就哭着嚷着
自己老了的
也该没词了吧。。?
您后面的路还长,
没借口放弃努力。
没借口停滞不前。

待续。。。



























 
标题:returned home at 4:00am 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:其它 创建于:2009-01-27 被查看:623次 评论(0)   文件夹:默认文件夹
In the past day, I worked a little  bit too much..
After submitted the  conference paper, I called taxi and backed to home...
now is 4:15am...
My prof. wanted me to work on some other stuff tonight,
I said NO..
I need some good rest and then buying grocery
The medicine actually works, It can put me into deep sleep at least 8 hours..
So probably after taking the pill in my hand, I can get up until 2:00 pm
Then I will go for shopping...
I like fruits, veggies,  meat, cookie,  pepsi....
I should reward myself for the hard work in previous days..
not too bad...
I'm still alive and kicking...
Feb. should be a easier month for me..
One of the major tasks for me in Feb. is to rest as much as I can...
well.... about take the pill and close my eyes by now hehe...

good night to myself.








 
标题:事先声明,我不同意以下说法! --> 姜太公说 最毒妇人心? 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:其它 创建于:2009-01-25 被查看:50次 评论(0)   文件夹:默认文件夹


在讲述姜子牙的丰功伟绩之前,
先来个小插曲。。为他老人家收收这里的板砖。

姜子牙有一句千古名言 “最毒不过妇人心“

原文话是这样说的

“青竹蛇儿口,
黄蜂尾上针,
两般由是可,
最毒妇人心“

。。。

呵呵, 今天累了, 明天再来看看,
搬砖够不够 为 太公 盖座庙的 ;)








 
标题:人文始祖 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:其它 创建于:2009-01-25 被查看:173次 评论(0)   文件夹:默认文件夹
黄帝炎帝是华夏民族的始祖。
但始祖也是有祖先的,
     其实炎黄二帝是亲兄弟,
      皆为少典之子。

而少典又是  伏羲 和 女娲 的后代。。

追溯到这里 可以说是 中华文化 的起源了。
至少是史书里记载的最早的东方文明。

伏羲 和 女娲 并称 人文始祖。
也许再早就是更原始的野蛮社会了。。

翻回头来再说 黄帝的后人  禹,
开创了有史以来第一个帝国 -- 夏。
这也是 人类从 原始社会 进入 奴隶社会 的开端。
而奴隶社会延续了
            夏、商、周 三个 朝代
                    以及
             后来的 过渡阶段  -- 春秋战国

其中有三个人, 对后世文明发展 起了无法替代的作用:
  即: 1)  炎帝的后人   武圣, 姜尚姜子牙  尊称 姜太公;
          2) 黄帝的后人   圣君, 姬昌  谥号 周文王;
          3) 殷商的后人    文圣, 孔丘孔仲尼 ;

谈到 1)  则必然想起 神话故事  封神榜。
谈到 2)  则不得不说一说 周易 与 八卦 (不是娱乐八卦 。。。 呵呵)
看到 3)  则要说的 就太多了。。。


待续。。。。






 
标题:从头说说 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:其它 创建于:2009-01-25 被查看:195次 评论(1)   文件夹:默认文件夹
史记中说   “建造甲子以命岁的是“ 黄帝。
那就是说是轩辕氏他老人家定的这12生肖了。。

想来也合理, 
     那个都知道的 皇(黄)历, 不就是黄帝历的简称吗。

黄帝生于轩辕之丘, 所以也叫轩辕氏
炎黄二帝联手击败反叛势力后, (炎帝就是神农氏)    
    两个部族也慢慢融合在一起,形成了华夏民族。

黄帝之后, 尧 舜 禹 先后作了部族首领。

禹就是那个治水的大禹, 也是他划定了 “九州“。

从禹开始 历史进入了奴隶社会,  禹就是夏朝的开国皇帝。

待续 。。。。












 
标题:some random things 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:心情杂想 创建于:2009-01-24 被查看:164次 评论(1)   文件夹:默认文件夹
3:00am again...
Done for today.
Was writing a paper...on deadline again!
Frankly, I hate so many deadlines...
I just hope I can have one month or just 2 weeks doing nothing..
   I miss Beijing my hometown badly...
   I wish I can go back for a while...
    but I just can't,
    I have no time ...

Today, heard some very bad news, 
   some good friend in the same company has been laid off...
   I think everyone hates this bad economy.
People like me immigrate to another country often have the feeling of "homelessness"
   After 7 years on this new land, I still cannot pick up the feeling of "at home"...
   Especially at this down time, life is really tough..

Tomorrow I should feel better than now...
     I just feel bit sad tonight..
    



  


   
 
标题:Bad economy... hard time! 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:心情杂想 创建于:2009-01-22 被查看:148次 评论(2)   文件夹:默认文件夹
I am an IT guy,

so I really concern about the employment market for IT field.

Intel, HP, AMD, Levono, Dell and many others IT companies're already laying off a lot of people..

Even Google gets a bad performance in terms of profit!

Now it's the turn of Microsoft and IBM...

As a IBMer I really felt scared last night...
They did cut off an unknown number of people from IBM Software Group in North America yesterday!!! (Jan.21, 2009) ...

Finally, I turned out to be a lucky one.
I have been informed that my position is still secure so far ...

Thanks to God.
I haven't been laid off at least for this wave of cutting...

2009 is the really tough year.

2008 was a nightmare year for me.
2009 transformed to be another one due to this finanical cresis!!!...
2010 is my Ben Ming Nian

hehe... 3 consecutive hard years...
I have to stay tough and sharp to survive!

cross my fingers and go!








 
标题:want some sleeping pills... 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:其它 创建于:2009-01-22 被查看:350次 评论(1)   文件夹:默认文件夹
recently, I can't sleep very well...
so, booked a medical appointment for getting some sleeping pills..

After waiting in the hall way for 30 minus, I met the doctor.
He asked me a long list of questions..such as,
         "do you feel depressed?"
         " are you on any drug?"
         " how often do you comsume alchoho or coeffine related drink..."
         " have you ever wanted to commit a suicide?!"
         " did you experience any hullucination?"
         ....blah blah blah ....

I said,
        "yes I feel depressed, I have too much work to be done,
          plus my previous emtional trauma..."
        " I drink sometimes, just make myself feel better..."
         " I use 2-3 cups of coffee per day to keep myself alert.."
         " that's all,  I don't hullucinate, I don't inject cocaine!"
         "Can you give me some sleeping pill?" I followed..

He didn't asnwer me directly...

He told me two "tricks"

1. Just don't sleep for 24 hours or more, until the brain the body send you signal
     that it's time to rest...

2. Whenever waking up in the midnight, just get up, work your on study...
     until you feel sleepy...

well .... personally I feel this is one kind of torture..
probablly used by CIA often..

.... I didn't comment on this for a single word ...

Then he said
             " remember you ONLY use the bed for two things,
                                        sleep and sex.
                 now the sex is gone,
                 sleep is the only thing left for you to focus on"

hehe.. what a funny guy!
but it sounds pretty reasonable.

Finally he give me some prescription..

I thought it's some sleeping pills..

But he said, the medicine he give to me is not sleeping pills..

it will help me to ease my stress...

It's sort of mild hormone adjustment thing...

He also asked me to see a psychology doctor....twice a week..

This really reminds me one scene that I have seen many times on TV...
a group of hopeless people, stick together as a study group
to help each other to recover from sort of bad experiences...

well.... actually I am fine,
I don't need to see any psychology doctor,
I am not a psycho!

I just want some sleeping pill ... !

OK, let't try to book another appointment to see if  get any luck!














 
标题:宣子,看好, 今天再写篇更滥的。 字体 [ ]   颜色[绿 ]
分类:随笔小记 创建于:2009-01-20 被查看:131次 评论(0)   文件夹:默认文件夹
I'm just writing down my current feeling...
   the feeling itself has no sense of corretness or incorrentness..
   It's merely a fact, happening inside my brain at this sleepy moment...

But the information which is carried by the feeling might be a misconception...
Ok let's be less verbose....

I feel seeking for a relationship is more about a "waiting" and "hurting" game...
Once this sort of experience has been accumulated to a certain level,
the passion, or say the feeling based the instinct waning out....

On the other hand, I start enjoying my single life now..
I can go to bed at any time I want..
I can change my personal plan (without involving other people) in the way I like.
I can decide to become a risk-take or do a lot  bolder things...

Well, this might be the so-called "balance of  the life"..
           when things reached one extremal point, it reverses its direction automatically...

I view this phenomenon as a "convex combination" rather than a "affine combination".
(sorry for being fatuous about the linear concepts ..hehe...)
In the former case,
        for given two points you get a line segment bounded inclusively by these two points.
In the latter case,
       for given two points you get a bi-direction ray (a straight line), there is no BOUND!

So what I am saying is that ordinary people like myself living in a "line segment"...
got it?  I lost haha....


good nite




   




  
 
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